Tuesday, December 14, 2010

self learning..

i never thankful what GOD already give me..
and i never appreciate benda didepan mata..
once i started to think back suddenly i feel regret..
honestly if time can be reverse..
i wish i'll be more thankful..=(
now i started to learn how to be a loyal gf..
because of this saying "what you giv
e you get back"..

a few day ago i just foun
d some picca..
that bring back 3years ago memory..
because of this picca make my emotional x stabil..=(
i feel a little bit sad and i wish to be in that memory again..
seriously i miss kelantaness..
i want to go there..
meet my friends and visit my previou
s campus..
flashback all the moments during my diploma time..
but i know mak&abah xkan bg =(..

old picca*
2year and half relationship

life must go on..
yet i already found a new guy..
i swear this time i'll be more thankful..
i wont repeat the same mistake..
ahmad ridhwan please be nice ea..
i promise to be a good gf..
hope u pun sama..
i wont make u regret for knowing me..


Christmas eve!!!
i just hear this song at youtube..
eventhough i'm not celebrating this eve but we are 1malaysia rite..
so xslhkan =)

i'm truly in love with this guy..
i know it sound annoyed but this is it..
But love is blind, and lovers cannot see
The pretty follies that themselves commit.


Sunday, December 12, 2010

omg it 13.12.2010

dup dap dup dap

tik tok tik tok..

omg..OMG..it already 13.12.2010


thaknyou for all your love


Saturday, December 11, 2010

letter to chenta sy..

to: chenta sy

just left only one more day we officially goin to 6months anniversary..
i'm glad to have u as my boyfriend and thankyou bcoz still stand here with me although i'm imperfect compare to others girls..
i know sometimes i'm too emotional and always wanted u to follow my right without bother ur feeling..
mengamuk,melenting,campak2 brg,menanges,merajuk evething la yg -ve..
sorry i didnt mean to be like that..
be with u i feel more childish bcoz i know u the only one who pamper me..
6moths been together was a hard circumstances u&me to face it..
there's a lots of 'perang mulut'..
ok,i like to bring out the issues about u didnt purpose me as ur girlfriend but it doesnt matter now..
i dont even care now bcoz the important things u always be by my side and i am very comfortable when u hug me..=(
thanks ngai for being such a great lover for me..
i want to be with u until the end of my life and wish to be ur friend,girlfriend and wife(future)..no regret okies..

several things make me love u..
  • u never forget to call me( early in the morning and infrom all ur activities, call me every hours just to ask what i am doing)
  • willingness to visit me during holiday eventhough puncak alam is far away
  • spend money for breakfast,teatime,luch and supper(esp kotak merah sy)
  • care about my feeling(control my jealousy =) )
  • accompany me all the time 24hours i guess..
  • be nice toward my families
  • ur reminder that i will received every saturday..
  • many more that i cant write here..u know more rite..
  • song for
from: syeerabeano


akad nikah..
mohd natashah norizan & allin
ie mirna malek..

welcome to my families..

my new baby kitten..
actually i got 4 babies kitten but chocky is the most i ‌..
ome home chocky..

Sunday, December 5, 2010


"5month 3weeks 1day..
love, laugh, joy, sad, happy, cry, fighting"


p/s:gudnite syg..love u..
cant wait to meet u tomorrow =(

from the bottom of my broken heart

Sad Quotes

today i would like to share some sad story about a man who i think i been knowing him almost 6month and I'm truly like, love and care about him. i can accept him as who he is without see bad attitude in his self. because i know one day he will change and left all the nonsense things. but will he do the same thing as i do for him? .yes i know he spend so much time for me, try to be a good man with all responsibility he should have as a boyfriend and a person who i feel safe to be with but after day by day i think all this lovely feeling will disappear. we had small argument this evening about my stupid joke and he simply say that he will hate a gurl who like to distroy her things during fighting and he will do the same thing to me. he say without care about my feeling. because of stupid things he will hate me? .oh my gosh . what we been thru during this 5month bring nothing to you? .every time we have some fight and argument you always mention that we are not meant to be together. did you realize that i will do anything to save our relationship? . I'm the one who will apologise although it's no my faults. I'm the one who will call and persuade for forgiveness. I'm the one who will cry to get your sympathy. did you notice all this?. pretending? you mad because of this word? .pretend that you love me? .if you really do ofcourse you wont say like that .wont say that from the 1st time we met i already push you to do something you wont . this is not a time for us to complaining our bad .at this stage we need to find solution to recover the problem .agains sorry sayang for my bad .i love u .i care because i love u .keep this word in your mind .if u read this please text me syg .as i say no matter what happen i always give you forgiveness..will you do the same? .sorry =(

last night msg from me .
"i love u..i love u so much..suddenly i nk ckp mcm ni..i xde pape nk bg kat u just syg i ni je la.."

Sad Quotes

Sad Quotes

past time =)

siti khalifah my 1st bff..
she's a person who i can trust and will help me in any condition..
luckly i manage to grad on time same as her..

my 2nd bff is elianie..she's my sister who also be by my side during bad and good..

i miss all the moment during my diploma time at uitm machang kelantan..
if time can be turn back i wish i can be there and enjoy my happily time..

Sunday, November 28, 2010

PD with ♥ ones..

26, 27 & 28 November..
Port Dickson..
i really appreciate with all things that you have done to make me happy..
sorry syg for all the wrongdoing before we went there..
he fetch me up early in the morning..
i was a bit surprise..

anyway thank you for spending your time..
i had a wonderful day being with you for 2nite 3day
seremban - puncak alam - seremban - pd..
tired journey he must faced to be with me..
I LOVE U with all my heart syg..
and thanks for be by my side all the time i need you..
although i always push you to do things that you wont do..
but you trying your best to make me smile and fulfill my order..
being with you make my life brightness
and completeness..
you such a great lover for me syg..
glad to have you..

some pictures during our's

all his friends say our face look a like..teehee
(mr&mrs. sunshine)

him playing kites..

best shoot..
he trying to put baby crab on his hand..

p/s:there's nothing i can say..
you really amazing and i love you more n more sayang..
i gonna miss the moment we spent during this holiday..
can wait to meet you next..next..and next week..
hug and kiss from your ..

Thursday, November 25, 2010


please respect my privacy..

blog ni luahan sy so sape2 yg terasa ngan setiap ayat xpyh baca...
sy xmintak pun sape2 baca..
ckp la sekadar sy sorang..

n one more things..
perangai sy mmg teruk..
if rasa xblh nk go on ngan sy please go..
as long sy ada family sy rasa sy blh survive..

love it!!!..one in a million.

unoffical girl..

i'm tired, i'm tired of trying..
but i'm still your, your unoffical girl..

i wanna be your offical girl..

Wednesday, November 24, 2010


I feel like someone cheating behind my back..
he is my love ones..
wait until i catch u lying and that time u will regret with ur mistakes.
GOD please show me the true..

Monday, November 22, 2010

speak now~taylor swift..weeewiiieetttt

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/speak-now-lyrics-taylor-swift.html ]

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
And they said, "speak now"

Ooh, la, oh
Ooh, ooh

I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever hold your peace"
There's a silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "speak now"

And you say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when
I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
"Speak now"

Sunday, November 21, 2010

❤‌ ‌makes the world go round


1st of all this dolls is very cute n make me want to hug..
so,i keep searching and find all the characteristic of all the doo dolls.. check it out.. my 'chenta' and me horoscope.. *wink*wink*

(February 19 -March 20)
A hopeless romantic who views the world with rose-tinted glasses, Cupido's mission in life is to spread the word of love to the world. He can even make two persons fall in love with each other instantly, all with a single beat of his red heart. Consider yourself warned!


Taurus (4/20 - 5/20) Ill-tempered and irritable, Orange Butch doesn't only get angry.. he gets even as well. That being said, his good side does appear once in a while and you will glimpse a soft, delicate soul that is extremely sensitive to touch!


last saturday i went to ikea follow my parents to buy some furniture for my brother room..
and i met my "chenta sy" at OU with his family..
yeeeaaahhh.. happy,happy gak tp kecut perut gak la nk jumpa his mummy..
but luckly everything going smooth..
and my leg skt sgt coz seeking for his car...
and i forgot to snap pic of us...=(
next time k syg..
anyway i love u..

and yesterday..
i went out with sab,am and their frie
i'm alone.. but nevermind..
my 'chenta sy' ask me to get a life..
so here i am... teeeheee...
i went to sunway pyramid n lastly we went to quality hotel..
karaoke time...