thursday evening..

don't blame me if my feeling toward you change..
sorry....
after all the incident i rethink whether i had choose the correct way or I'm too emotional..
trueness rite now i just need some space to breath..
I'm tired enough for all this..
thank you..
sometimes your attitude annoyed me..

5;05 am..

masih berjaga dan mata xblh nk tutup..
kusut kepala dan sedaya upaya memulihkan keadaan..
1 je persoalan yg bermain di minda..
"dia tak sayang saya mcm mane saya sayangkan dia"..
fullstop..(accept the true syahira)..
n someone voice call n play a song for me..
sometime i thinks other people more appreciate me rather than u..
sory for this statement..

i feel much better rite now..my report almost done..

exhausted???...dispointed???

exhausted???...dispointed???
yes,i am..
minggu ni sgt2 penat ngan assgment n not enough sleep..
wat keje last2 minute mmg mcm ni la..
ok dispointed ngan sikap 'manusia' yg sgt2 xreti nk appreciate...
i'm trying so hard to make everything look perfect but 'manusia' ni xpenah nk mengerti.. so,solution stop from making anything..
bullshit..
slalu nk kesian org tp org yg depan mata ni xpenah nk kesian..
like usual,xpenah dlm 1 hari menyebut nama yg sama..
HELLO sy ni tempat utk bercerita ke???...
yekot... sy xblh nk pretend yg sy xrasa pape..
try la phm..
jemu,jelak smua la ada..
sy dah ckp kalo rasa sy ni xckp baik n elok pergi la kat org yg 'awk' kesian kan tu..
sy ok..
n sentiasa ok..
sy penat..
sy letih..
sy nk nanges tp nati org ckp sy xckp matured..
yea sy xmatured..
sy tau..
tp tu je lah yg sy blh wat..
sy xpandai nk ckp..
sbb nati sy sktkan ati smua org..
kenapa la awk ni mmg pyh sgt nk phm..
phm sy utk 1 hari je pun dah memadai..


L.O.V.E

1) Don’t turn your back to love when it’s already in front of you. Don’t drive


it away from you, because if you do, someday, you’ll think again, why you
let love flew when it was there next to you.

2) In Love, think things first to know if you’re sure about how you feel. Don’t
fall too hard not knowing where you will stand, ‘coz it will hurt really
bad if things don’t go the way you want them to be.

3) It’s an irony to know that it takes hours for someone to have guts to say
” hi “ to the one he/she likes, days to admire, weeks to miss the person, months
to love, but just a blink of an eye to say goodbye…

4) Go for the person who loves you. It is not wrong to love someone who
belongs to someone else, but it is much better to love someone who could
also love you in return.

5) Love isn’t something we hold, it is something we set free. It’s not
something we just imagine. It is also something we gotta work hard for. Lastly,
it’s not something we choose, it chooses us…

6) The scariest thing about falling in love is getting hurt. The scariest thing
about getting hurt is not being able to love again. The scariest thing
about not loving again is being alone forever.

7) When you follow your heart, worry not where it will lead you, for your
heart knows the way. And if you do get lost or reach a dead end, use your
head to lead you back home.

8) When you truly care for someone, you don’t look for faults, you don’t look
for answers, you don’t look for mistakes. Instead, you fight for the
mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook excuses.

9) It’s better to lose your pride to the one you love, than lose your loved one
to your useless Pride.

10) Love is ……… not “it’s your fault “, but ” I’m sorry “, not ” where are
you ? “, but ” I’m here “, not “how could you ?”, but” I understand”
not ” I wish you were here “, but ” I’m thankful you are “.

11) The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and not
twist with our own image. Otherwise, we love only the reflection of
ourselves we find in them.

12) If a relationship is truly meant for you, your love will find a way to
make it happen, and God will be there to make sure it will stay.

g.o.t.o.n.g-r.o.y.o.n.g

today turn i and 'him' gotong-royong..
sampai demam2 kes habuk byk sgt..
i allergy ngan habuk..
seriously sampai berair hidung n bersin non stop..
but bcoz of him kena gak la..
xlarat tgk habuk byk sgt..
n today syg balik seremban..
like usual i akan sad coz 'beshfriend' i xde..
most of my time i berkepit ngan dia..
he's my boy,love friend,soul and partner..
i dont need other friends as long as he with me..
n rite i miss my syg..
luckly he keeps calling me..
hilang skit miss kat dia..
ok that all for tonite..
stalkers2 cpt baca..
daaa~

development!!!

idol saya ialah kakak saya..nor sabrena norizan =)
saya nk dpt AD this sem...
please!!!



p/s: hopefully saya and 'dia' akan grad di tahun yg sama..
syg do the best!!!..

♥ nk snap pic konvo together!!!!..

dont simply judge people..

manusia ni kdg2 susah nk paham kan..
xkenal tp nk judge suka2 hati je..
pe je la dpt..
ok,nk share skit story...
hey 'perempuan' what ur problem ea???..
xtau malu ke??..
perlu ke nk kutuk2 org..
pe je kau dpt??..
for ur information xmain la nk gado2 sbb kan guy..
please la..
kita ni dah ckp besar kot..
nk kata xb'ilmu..
sama2 plak kan ambik DEGREE..
sia2 je kan..
professional la..
hal personal xpyh la nk bwk sampai ke study..
xperlu kot nk benci org or boycott someone coz dia xlyn kau..
sory la ea..
if yea kau xpuas ati or ada problem please straight forward to me..
no point k nk menyindir..
yes,saya budak 'HR'..
so what???..
stop la k..
dont drop others people because of ur jealousy..
'ORG' yg kau xbg group tu xde salah pon..
rupa cantik if perangai hodoh no use gak babe..
if dia course HR dah lama dah i ajak dia group i...
xnantikan kau k..
just to remind u 'what u give u get back'..
n lastly...i'm not driver k..
muka i ni xmcm student ke???..
HELLO..mulut tu kasi cantik skit ea..
if i nk ambik AR i tu masalah i la..
xguna minyak sape2 k..
xperlu nk jd 'gossip gurls' la..
~xoxo~



p/s: AR sory because of me u always get trouble..

dedicate this song to H.I.M ♥

R.A.Y.A..

selamat hari raya..
hari utk kita bersuka ria..
selamat kami ucapkan..
yadaa..yaddaa..
xingat lirik..

this year we celebrating eid kat ipoh perak..
umah opah(mom's side)...
yeeeaaayyyy!!!...
i xg sembahyang raya coz i can't..
so pe lg bgn lambat..
n for da 1st time raya without abah..
sibuk je raya2 nk keje..
lastDAy puasa abah kena g GUBIR..
but it's ok...
petang raya abah dah ada..
so beraya 1 family diptg raya..
i get excited pagi raya tu sbb ngai promise nk 3G..
so i dapat la melihat dia di pagi raya..
thanks syg..
like usual raya is da same..
i'm not going anywhere just wacthing tv with mak and sissy..

3rd raya..
malacca here we come!!!
menghabiskan masa dlm kete..
balik ari ke sbb sok abah keje dah..
tp ok gak..
melaka sgt la bosan...
hikhikhik..

4th raya..
with my ♥ and his cuteness sibling..
i went to his hometown only for celebrating eid..
sory for wrongdoing since 1st time we met..
n thanks for today..


happy 3th month relationship ♥
(hopefully it will last forever)

..

sincere from my heart..

i miss you when i look at your picture..
that's true..
i cant lie..
more you text..
more you call..
more you make me laugh..
more you make me cry..
more you make me angry..
and more you 3g or webcam with me..
make me fallin in ♥..

although you far from me..
although we havent meet for long period..
i guess it more better coz i can learn to be independent gal..
and more i realize that you are important..
and i surely confrim with my decision that you are the one that i need..
a man which i guess can guide me..
can protect me..
although not now but maybe in future..
insyaALLAH..
i know now it too early to say all this things..
but this is what i feel..
everyone have their own dream..
same goes to me..
yup,i put too high hope on you..
and i know i'm the only one who think about this..
coz i ♥ you..
day by day i keep asking myself..
what endup this relationship going to be??..
ofcourse i want positive answer from you..
but i cant push you..
i know..
as a gal sure i want status that can confrim me 110% that yours is mine..
try to understand me..
think about future..
i know you can think better than me.
you say that you dont wanna repeat the same mistake or past experience you make..
but until when??..
or should i wait until the day u left me alone???..
sory i'm too emotional..
but i'm try to be cool not relaks..
=)
past is past...
we cant life with our past memories...
everything can be change..
it's all depends on our hand..
we the one who can make decision..
so renung-renungkan..

anyway,i miss you ahmad ridhwan..
keep calling me coz ur picture will appear in my hp screen..
i love it..
and i love you..
sory for this post..
i dont mean to get attention from you..
but this all sincere from my heart..

salam aidilfitri from me to all of you...

p/s:to anyone who read this please keep silent..
better be silent rather than busyboody..
and you 'mr.right'..
me ♥♥ you..
rite now no one can replace you from my heart..
muahmuahmuah..

It’s never too late to realize what’s important in your life and to fight for it.




Love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can’t live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back. Listen to your heart. No sense in life without falling deeply in love, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try, because if you haven’t tried, then you haven’t lived.

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do..

10 tips a guy should know =)

1. One & Only.Your girlfriend should be your one & only. Make her feel special, k guys ? You’re lucky to have her even if she’s lucky to have you too. We know there are prettier out there but we like feeling as if we’re the only beautiful one in your eyes, & the only one you see.

2. “Ladies first.
” No. That rule doesn’t apply to communication. Don’t wait for her call, text, IM, why don’t you try talking to her first for a change ? It’s thoughtful & sweet if a guy can actually do that.
3. Surprise her.
You don’t have to drive an hour to her house at 3 a.m. to set off her name in fireworks in front of her window, but the little things are big things. A simple, good morning text, is more powerful than you think.
4. What insecurities ?
For the love of god, all girls have insecurities. Please don’t point them out. For example, today I was looking at food & my boyfriend said “You eat a lot. You probably could beat me at a buffet.” WHAT. THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU SAY. Also, let her be herself. If she’s having a bad hair day, don’t make fun of her if it’s hurtful. Let her wear sweatpants & still feel pretty damn cute around you, even when she’s not looking her best.

5. Act the same around your friends.
You’re not a real man if you completely blow off your girl in front of your homeboys. When you’re going to hang out with her & your friends you better not run off & leave her standing there to greet them like WUDDUPPP GUYSSS.. NO, you better at least walk with her & introduce her to them if you haven’t already. If you walk with her hand in hand, she’ll love it.
6. When she’s mad.
Dude, you better try & get her back. Chase her, whatever it is, don’t let her walk away when she’s mad at you. It shows you don’t care enough to go after her. Don’t let her go.

7. Maintain.If you did a bunch of cute things with her before, try & keep it up. You don’t have to go all out everyday for her, but don’t stop completely just because you got her already.

8. Honesty.If you lie to her, you’re going to have one hell of a time regaining that trust because she’ll start questioning everything you’ve said or done for her, no matter how small that lie was. Fess up or get lost.

9. Trust.
If your girl really doesn’t like one of your friends, trust, she has good reason to. Girls’ intuition -shrug- So don’t go hanging with your homegirl all the time if you know your girlfriend doesn’t like that bitch. She usually won’t hate for no reason. Respect her.

10. Love her. That’s all

M.I.N.E♥admire her so much..

gudnite..=(

feeling bad today..
need some rest..
refresh my mind..
stop thinking..
all da bad and negative things go away..
dont distrub me...
i'm begging u..
suddenly i miss my home..
miss my beano and all my mucuk2..
tomorrow i must go back..

gudnite shah alam..and welcome puncak alam..

nk reminder...nk..nk..nk...

reminder:
huhu,i miss my reminder..
just now while driving i feel like something missing..
i keep thingking..thinking..thinking..
and i get it..
my reminder..
first time receiving the text i was laughing...
yet rite now i miss to read my reminder..
just realize how funny he is..
although he said he do to all his EX but never mind..
just ignore the statement..
start today and so on he will be mine..
i will prove it..
maybe 1 day..
gagaga.. i just renew my simcard..
so i can call and text him anythime i want..
hip hip hooorey!!!..



myself:
maybe i'm to scared to lostING you..
yes,i admit..
every hours when i'm not received your call my heart beat faster..
i should not think negative things..
but i need to beware..
what shoukd i do??..
i not perfect..
yet i'm not pretty..
but this is me..
i hope this relationship will lasting forever because to love someone wasnt easy..
blame myself for all the reason was really hurt..
i dont want to feel it again..
never!!..

to him:
if u think to left me, just do it now..
dont let until a long period to go..
i might be a crazy person if suddenly u left..
ofcourse my family will laughing at me..
no..no...no..
i try to be good as u wish..
but take time..
both u and me stubborn..
so forgive me if i always make trouble..
shouting and high my voice when we argue..
sory....
i knoe that sound like rude but i cant control myself..
i cant lost u..
coz i need u..
to guide me..
to protect me..
to love and care me..
do appreciate all the love that already build up starting
13.6.2010..

hide and seek..

sory....
i need to hide my blog for a while..

merdeka and welcome september..

MERDEKA!!!!
31ST AUGUST date which i had much fun when celebrating it with my love ones and friends.. thankyou..


1ST SEPTEMBER..
pejam celik dah masuk bulan september..
berapa bulan je lg nk final..
dan lg berapa hari nak raya..YIPPIE..
and the most important dah 3month saya kenal ngai..
=)
midterm will begin in a few day starting from this date...
which means i have a few day to spend my time with him before balik kg..
2 weeks holiday..
it's not enough dude..
ni pon lect dah start inform pasal 2nd test..
so phm2 la while celebrating hari raya kena la bwk balik buku..


GROWN UP MOVIE..Bad day today..
i lost my hp..
really sad..
but it all my fault sbb lalai..
syahira please wake up!!!
beside bad day this is really funny and enjoyfull movie u all should watch it..
actually we planned to watch piranha..
but the movie have been delay to next day..
damn..!!
i want my hp bad..
hopefully someone will return back to me..
p/s:sorry i didnt mean to mad at you..
forgive me chenta..


heart to heart:
to express my feeling is really hard and sometimes i love to be a silent person..
ok,imagine what do you feel when a person that u love keep talking about his classmate..
sucks!!..
hey AR if you think that 'she' nice and can make you happy what are you waiting for??..
just go and be with her la..
damn..
i tired enough to hear all this nonsence story about her..
please la..
try to care about other feeling..annoyed k..
take note please..
sometime you dont realize that every single word you said is killing me..
deep in side k..
sabar manusia pun ada limit..