PD with ♥ ones..

26, 27 & 28 November..

Port Dickson..
i really appreciate with all things that you have done to make me happy..
sorry syg for all the wrongdoing before we went there..
he fetch me up early in the morning..
i was a bit surprise..
anyway thank you for spending your time..
i had a wonderful day being with you for 2nite 3days..
seremban - puncak alam - seremban - pd..
tired journey he must faced to be with me..
*wink*wink*
I LOVE U with all my heart syg..
and thanks for be by my side all the time i need you..
although i always push you to do things that you wont do..
but you trying your best to make me smile and fulfill my order..
being with you make my life brightness and completeness..
you such a great lover for me syg..
glad to have you..
ALHAMDULILLAH..

some pictures during our's holiday..

all his friends say our face look a like..teehee
(mr&mrs. sunshine)

him playing kites..
RUN HIGHER BABY..RUN!!


best shoot..
he trying to put baby crab on his hand..




p/s:there's nothing i can say..
you really amazing and i love you more n more sayang..
i gonna miss the moment we spent during this holiday..
can wait to meet you next..next..and next week..
hug and kiss from your ♥..

privacy..

please respect my privacy..
blog ni luahan sy so sape2 yg terasa ngan setiap ayat xpyh baca...
sy xmintak pun sape2 baca..
ckp la sekadar sy sorang..
n one more things..
perangai sy mmg teruk..
if rasa xblh nk go on ngan sy please go..
as long sy ada family sy rasa sy blh survive..

love it!!!..one in a million.

unoffical girl..

i'm tired, i'm tired of trying..
but i'm still your, your unoffical girl..

i wanna be your offical girl..

C.H.E.A.T.I.N.G

I feel like someone cheating behind my back..
he is my love ones..
wait until i catch u lying and that time u will regret with ur mistakes.
whatever!!
GOD please show me the true..
amin..

speak now~taylor swift..weeewiiieetttt

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fond gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/speak-now-lyrics-taylor-swift.html ]


Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out
And they said, "speak now"

Ooh, la, oh
Ooh, ooh

I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever hold your peace"
There's a silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "speak now"

And you say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when
I'm out of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
"Speak now"

❤‌ ‌makes the world go round

DOO DOLLS

1st of all this dolls is very cute n make me want to hug..

so,i keep searching and find all the characteristic of all the doo dolls.. check it out.. my 'chenta' and me horoscope.. *wink*wink*

CUPIDO DOLLS
(February 19 -March 20)
A hopeless romantic who views the world with rose-tinted glasses, Cupido's mission in life is to spread the word of love to the world. He can even make two persons fall in love with each other instantly, all with a single beat of his red heart. Consider yourself warned!


ORANGE BUTCH DOLLS

Taurus (4/20 - 5/20) Ill-tempered and irritable, Orange Butch doesn't only get angry.. he gets even as well. That being said, his good side does appear once in a while and you will glimpse a soft, delicate soul that is extremely sensitive to touch!


WEEKENDS..

last saturday i went to ikea follow my parents to buy some furniture for my brother room..

and i met my "chenta sy" at OU with his family..
yeeeaaahhh.. happy,happy gak tp kecut perut gak la nk jumpa his mummy..
but luckly everything going smooth..

and my leg skt sgt coz seeking for his car...
crack..
and i forgot to snap pic of us...=(
next time k syg..
anyway i love u..
♥♥♥

and yesterday..
i went out with sab,am and their friend..
i'm alone.. but nevermind..
my 'chenta sy' ask me to get a life..
so here i am... teeeheee...
i went to sunway pyramid n lastly we went to quality hotel..

karaoke time...

miss kamo!!

miss him so much..
si "chenta sy"..
ahmad ridhwan ssunaibari..

salam aidiladha =)

celebrating aidiladha =) weee..

alone rather than hurt..

all i can say sory for everything..
i have decide to be alone for a while..
i know we should not be together..
but this is it..
let this space give us to think..
i hope u will be safe and take a good care of urself..

i will always be here and love u..
syeerabeano ♥ ahmad ridhwan

5th month..

5th month???... every second,minute and hours it seem very hard for us to fix with each other.. sometimes I'm too selfish... almost,wanted him to fulfill my need..listen to my word...follow my rules and direction.. pity to him... before we reach to 5th month,we had small fighting.. I'm the one who hot temper n he like usual try to make me calm.. sorry syg.. i guess u don't deserve me..you deserve a better girl..who can treat you well... There’s too many things that happened between us lately..
I knew we are trying our best to fix everything ..
I still remember the day that I’ve decided to walk away from you, and at that moment I’m glad you were there to stop me and now we are together..
At that time I’m eager to be with you,to build a new relationship with you,to start all over again with the commitment and to live a happy life with you… i'm too afraid for losing him.. i cant accept it.. and he said i'm crazy.. yes i.m crazy because of you.. can u notice it???..

but that nite was lovely.. he keep studying while i'm waiting for him to finish up all the chapter.. we had watch 9september and even though we already watch it but never mind.. he's said that pierre andre was him.. so cuteee... dear ngai... i love u with all my heart..deep inside you're the one that i need.. i appreciate all the things u scarifice for me... and thanks to GOD that i found u.. sory for wrongdoing i always make.. sory for always shout at you.. sory for never try to understand how u feel.. sory for be a stubborn gurl.. p/s:for any gurls out there can u stop from disturbing other people relationship.. can u just get lost and find our own life.. or if u already have someone can u please take a good care of our bf???... please la... dont let me get u..

song for this month =)

life..

final exam had started..

i have no time to update my blog..
anyway my routine was fully added with stdy and chenta saya..
fighting...fighting...
syahiranorizan u already big enough..
please think out of the box..
throw away ur jealousy or envy..
let he do what he want..
anyway i love u more n more eventhough we keep fighting..
hope u feel the same..

ngaisyeera

given by him after fighting..


3.11.2010..midnite movie..
awesome..
hyden christensen damn cute okeyh...

p/s:thankyou for trying to make me feel calm,happy and enjoy my life with all your love..
u such a great boyfriend i ever have..
love u with all my heart..
syeerabeano ♥