perginya seorg anak, ayah, atuk & moyang..

berita mengejutkan diterima pada 29hb may 2010...sy kehilangan atuk..tidak menyangka arwah atuk pergi begitu awal..dan arwah atuk pergi semasa sedang tido..suasana muram...smua kenangan muncul kembali..tiada lg org yg akan memekik mengejut kami bgn sahur..yg senantisa duduk dikerusi rehat..pergaduhan diantara atuk & opah..lampu toilet ditutup sbb disangka xde org..yg amat menyedihkan tiada lg arwah yg gemar m'cium dahi setiap cucu nya apabila sampai & pulang ke umah..mmg dahulunya sy tidak menyukainya tp bile perginya arwah smua 2 dikenang kembali..melihat jenazah arwah dikapankan begitu sayu sekali..itu la kali terakhir kami smua menatap wajahnya..

dan kali ni kami smua akan menyambut hari raya tanpa arwah..smua sungguh menyedihkan..sian opah terpaksa tido sorang2..arwah seorang yg tidak dengar dan utk berkomunikasi dengannya begitu sukar..arwah tidak penah lupa memberi duit eventhough sudah tua..rm5 pun memadai asalkan m'beri cucunya duit..sy rindukan smua 2..bile dah tiada br sy sedar betapa penting dan gembiranya ada atuk..we gonna mish u atuk ='(..al fatihah...

by my side whenever i need

The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay

someday we'll know

Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I Need an answer
Two years later
he's still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the 97th time...Tonight

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah...
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow,
I watched the stars crash in the sea,
If I could ask God just one question...
Why aren't you here with me?...Tonight

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you...

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah...
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon...
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you...

i want this!!!

walkman w250

(p/s ;MOM,u buy me new mp3 then i will love u more than others!!! ><)

23-25.03.2010

date yg sy rasa happy sgt...my life be more completed day by day..huhu....my family,future boyfie(huhu) & friends...fully utilized kn???kn????...ok start with 23rd..sy bgn pg2 utk menghantar sissy sy ke uitm.."convocation day's"..agak penat & leceh sebenarnya nk antar dia..sy dgn baby tee & pdi pants with my sling bag as usual..simple kn...sy xsuka sgt berbj kurung bcoz i'm not 100% gurl..hehe...agak bangga la ngan sissy bcoz of her ANC...bkn senang nk dpt..sy impikan jugak tp sy x seterror dia ='(...balik dr convo 2 trus tido..syahdunya...
mlmnya sy g karok..balik kul 5..huhu...tido 5jam n bgn g class...leceh nya la ngan madam norizan..naseb la dia bkn ibu sy...if not mampos..ni xbtol..2 xbtol..pe la madam ni...naseb la cuuutee...after class blh plak terserempak ngan "my future boyfie" kat depan toilet..agak terkejut berok la..sbb dia 2 pyh nk nampak kat fac..n situation berlainan sbb last sem if terserempak kitaorg xbertegur n that day kitaorg bertegur..agak kekok..hehe...n kitaorg ngedate kat kedai mamak area flat kitaorg...2 la our fav place..huhu..pas minom2 trus gerak PUNCAK ALAM..even sy penat tp xde choice..paksu & cousin ada..25 pg paksu & cousin nk balik..pasni xtau la bile blh jumpa lg..n lastly sumthing yg unexpected MY EX BF call yg dia ada kat s.alam...2 lg suprise..hehe..yeah!!..atlast dia contact sy...dia convo today..congrat 'diqdiq'..he's my bestie love for 2 year 6 month..='(...xde jodoh nk wat mcm mane..

bersyukurlah kamu...

today sy learn something new..hujan2 g pasar mlm semata2 nk beli nasi lemak kukus..ngan hujan yg lebat sy & cacab redah gak...sbb kata cacab kalo hujan org xramai..btol gak..dlm hujan2 tu ada sepasang anak & mak duduk meminta sedekah..imagine anak dia kecik lg..kalo kita main hujan sure mak kita marah sbb tkt demam..so sambil beli nasi lemak 2 sy terpk yg sy ptt bersyukur ada family yg mampu beri sy duit utk mkn,tempat tggal,pakaian yg cantek & pe saje la asalkan sy happy..sy bersyukur sgt..& kesian tgk makcik yg mintak sedekah 2..hopefully org berdermalah..xrugi pun kalo kita bg 50sen..membantu ngan niat yg ikhlas..xlupa gak today birthday ibu sy.."ibu Happy Birthday"...syg mak & abah..huhu

gurl with no feeling...

slalunya bile ada feeling kita ni jd bodoh..huhu..skit2 nk nanges...nanges..nanges..pe dpt ngan nanges???..NOTHING!!!!...wat skt mata je..imagine setitik air mata yg kuar 2 xde meaning pape pun 4 guys..so hentikan la..better ada kwn dr bf..sometimes kwn 2 la yg wat kita happy..xde pun nk touching lbh2...so utk mengelakkan dr berCOUPLE syeera & friends make agreement yg tertulis "kami xkan couple until grad"..hoho...sape2 yg break da agreement akan belanja mkn selama 1bln..org yg bijak pun bile sampai bab couple akan jd mereng..so renung2 kan la..hurt bcoz of love means nothing dude..

boringnya mlm ni ='(

mlm ni boring sgt..tggu org ingat nk mkn sama2 last2 mkn ngan cacab..huhu...='(
n then plan nk g i city tp ramai plak org..mcm semut berjln2..haish,smua xreti dok umah ke..dah lama x g i city ='(..sad lg..huhu asyik sad je..mcm mane ni??????...n then ada plak member ni moody sbb prof dia xreti2 nk approve research diaorg wat..adoiyai dah nk start intersesi la maan..pe la....member plak xde..DASRON & KECIK balik la SALAM cpt..bosan dow korang xde.. ='( hope sok will be better than tonite..amin!!!...so nk feel better kena smile even though sad..=) =) =)..peace..nite!!!

Shah alam..

today balik s.alam..guess what sunyi sepi la area sini..lg2 kat flat ni..mcm xde penghuni..huhu..ni smua gara2 shortcourse...terpaksa la berada disini..sad :'(...disebalik nk merungut ni sy excitred sgt nk start keje bln 6 ni..hehe..it been5 month xkeje n agak nervious..atleast dr xwat pe baik keje...huhu..next week konvo cacab..xtau nk pakai pe...mingung!!!

~miss this moment~

JEALous...

jealous...jealous...jealous..ni la kelemahan sy..

cantik kan pic ni...ok start ngan 1st pic..actress fullhouse ni sgt2 la cute..tgk skali nk tgk lg..sbb keai...2nd pic plak jealous kat rambut taylor swift...huhu...nk rambut mcm 2 gak..ni perm every year yg dpt rambut jd kering n rosak..damn!!!..last pic alexis bledel...even dahi jendol pun still comel..

conclusion...manusia xpenah puas ngan apa yg ada..mcm mane je la kan...huhu

notty gurl

hehe,even kena marah ari2 pun tp xserik..2 la dia my sista..sehari kalo xkena marah mmg xcomplete..dan yg tukang memarahi dia ialah ibu..sian pun ada tp nk wat mcm mane..mulut dia mmg power sgt!!!..anyway padan muka ko kena marah cacab!!

1 week holiday + shortcourse???

1 week holiday???..korang rasa cukup ke 1 week holiday???..sure x kan..dah la br abis exam n then kena stdy balik after 1 week holiday..ni smua gara2 shortcourse..this time aku sorang2 kena ambik shortcourse..ni smua sbb last2 minute blh plak my 2 bestfriend xjd ambik..sedihkan..nati nk dok ngan sape dlm class.xblh nk b'gosip..xblh nk tjk taiko..huhu..i'm gonna mish yana & dada..eventhough sometimes ada gak terasa ati tp sedih gak bile diaorg xde shortcourse nati..huhu..biasa la manusia smua xperfect kan.....

ada apa dengan beano???

ramai yg nk tau kan pe itu 'beano'???.. ni la beano...si patung kotor yg sy sgt syg...even dia xsecantik time 1st day sy beli tp tetap akan simpan.....cutekan..so that y sy sambungkan kan nama sy..syeera beano...love u beano mucuk!!!

blog???

1st time menulis di blog sy...suddenly rasa nk ada blog bile tgk ramai org ada blog..huhu...tp xtau gak nk tulis pape...so ni la 1st post sy..agak nervous tp best...hidup kena enjoy!!!