miss kamo!!

miss him so much..
si "chenta sy"..
ahmad ridhwan ssunaibari..

salam aidiladha =)

celebrating aidiladha =) weee..

alone rather than hurt..

all i can say sory for everything..
i have decide to be alone for a while..
i know we should not be together..
but this is it..
let this space give us to think..
i hope u will be safe and take a good care of urself..

i will always be here and love u..
syeerabeano ♥ ahmad ridhwan

5th month..

5th month???... every second,minute and hours it seem very hard for us to fix with each other.. sometimes I'm too selfish... almost,wanted him to fulfill my need..listen to my word...follow my rules and direction.. pity to him... before we reach to 5th month,we had small fighting.. I'm the one who hot temper n he like usual try to make me calm.. sorry syg.. i guess u don't deserve me..you deserve a better girl..who can treat you well... There’s too many things that happened between us lately..
I knew we are trying our best to fix everything ..
I still remember the day that I’ve decided to walk away from you, and at that moment I’m glad you were there to stop me and now we are together..
At that time I’m eager to be with you,to build a new relationship with you,to start all over again with the commitment and to live a happy life with you… i'm too afraid for losing him.. i cant accept it.. and he said i'm crazy.. yes i.m crazy because of you.. can u notice it???..

but that nite was lovely.. he keep studying while i'm waiting for him to finish up all the chapter.. we had watch 9september and even though we already watch it but never mind.. he's said that pierre andre was him.. so cuteee... dear ngai... i love u with all my heart..deep inside you're the one that i need.. i appreciate all the things u scarifice for me... and thanks to GOD that i found u.. sory for wrongdoing i always make.. sory for always shout at you.. sory for never try to understand how u feel.. sory for be a stubborn gurl.. p/s:for any gurls out there can u stop from disturbing other people relationship.. can u just get lost and find our own life.. or if u already have someone can u please take a good care of our bf???... please la... dont let me get u..

song for this month =)

life..

final exam had started..

i have no time to update my blog..
anyway my routine was fully added with stdy and chenta saya..
fighting...fighting...
syahiranorizan u already big enough..
please think out of the box..
throw away ur jealousy or envy..
let he do what he want..
anyway i love u more n more eventhough we keep fighting..
hope u feel the same..

ngaisyeera

given by him after fighting..


3.11.2010..midnite movie..
awesome..
hyden christensen damn cute okeyh...

p/s:thankyou for trying to make me feel calm,happy and enjoy my life with all your love..
u such a great boyfriend i ever have..
love u with all my heart..
syeerabeano ♥

coretan hati...

waiting for him to come here s.alam..

as he's promise to me today is the day he will come and meet me..
yyeeaayy...
and 1 weeks for us to study and final exam will come soon..

hopefully KAMI blh jwb exam dengan sempurna..

insyaallah..

syg stdy hard and smart k..

i will always support from the back..

3days without him..

syg went back to seremban..

but i willing to survive without him..

luckly sab ada menemankan sy..

shopping di OU and karaoke di NEWY sampai jam 4am..

fun ok..

now me and him kurang msg just calling je if ada important thing nk distorykan..

and semestinya yg slalu call adalah dia sbb pe je yg dibuatnya mesti direportkn kat sy..

thankyou ngai..

sometimes msg slalu pun xtau nk ckp pe..

sbb hari2 jumpa n duduk skali...

the important thing,i must put my trust on him..

syg jgn wat hal k..be a good boy to me..

a bit suprise is suddenly my ex text me..

sory la megat there's no space for u in my heart now..

so please get lost...

shit!!!!!